Edward - 17 - Glasgow; Hockey player and referee. Aspiring sportsman and sports journalist. This blog reflects me, who I am and what I'm feeling at any given moment. I'm attracted to both boys and girls, deal with it.
it happens every time. People lose interest in me. They get tired of me. Suddenly, they don’t bother hitting me up anymore. The conversations become shorter. They forget about me and I just become a distant memory. I wonder if it’s my fault sometimes. But then I realize that people never stay in my life. And there’s nothing I can do about it.
people walking behind me: *giggles at what their friend said*
me: *are they laughing at me? is there something on my back? is there a bug on me? do i really look that bad today? is my underwear showing? why did i leave the house this morning? please stop looking at me*
i don’t think anyone really understands how much compliments actually mean to me like i usually brush them off with a joke and a quick “thank you” but really i remember compliments for forever so if you’ve ever complimented me or done something nice for me thank you so much wow